This is so hard, there are days where I don’t think I’m going to survive. I miss her, I miss how everything used to be. I miss our life, and I just want to hold her again.
I just feel like I’m slowly breaking down.
I’m breaking down and I don’t know how I’m going to survive this.
I tried not to cry, but I knew I would.
I fucking miss her so much.
Just got my first letter from Kate from bootcamp!!
OMG. IM SO HAPPY I COULD PEE MY PANTS OMG AHHHH!!!!!
So happy.
I don’t think I couldve driven home from the post office faster….
I’m opening ittttttt
ahhhhh
AHH!!!!
Kate’s sister emailed me her address!!! I can write her letters noww!!!!
IM SO EXCITED.
OMG.
so happy.
Falling asleep to one of the videos she recorded and left for me.
<3
I love you
It almost feels like normal, like she’s talking to me, an I’m falling asleep on skype<3
I had a dream that I woke up to a phone call and it was Kate.
It seemed so real.
Fuck.
It’s only been 6 days -____-
LoveStoned: Kate’s mom just messaged me on facebook and asked me if I got emailed...
Kate’s mom just messaged me on facebook and asked me if I got emailed a picture of her after she got sworn in and if not, that she’ll send it to me!!!
This is amazing progress considering that 6 months ago, she didn’t even want to know that Kate was dating me and she wanted nothing to do with…
I had a dream last night that I was on Facebook and was scrolling across my Newsfeed, and on the Navy’s official page, I saw a video of a graduation in Great Lakes and that I saw Kate. It was a really good dream, though I woke up and only to find out that it WAS a dream. It felt so real.
LoveStoned: The past day or so has been rough. Drive all the way home form Upstate...
The past day or so has been rough. Drive all the way home form Upstate and ALMOST made it home, without crying, I started tearing up 3 times, then made myself stop because I was in the middle of a busy highway in the middle of the city.
I come home and check facebook and see that she left me one…
Oh. And I forgot to mention that today is our 8 month
Happy 8 months to my beautiful, future sailor <3 I love you with all my heart, and I know this 6 months that we aren’t together will only be a blink of an eye compared to our future.
