This is so hard, there are days where I don’t think I’m going to survive. I miss her, I miss how everything used to be. I miss our life, and I just want to hold her again.
I just feel like I’m slowly breaking down.
I’m breaking down and I don’t know how I’m going to survive this.
I tried not to cry, but I knew I would.
I fucking miss her so much.
Just got my first letter from Kate from bootcamp!!
OMG. IM SO HAPPY I COULD PEE MY PANTS OMG AHHHH!!!!!
I don’t think I couldve driven home from the post office faster….
I’m opening ittttttt
Kate’s sister emailed me her address!!! I can write her letters noww!!!!
IM SO EXCITED.
Falling asleep to one of the videos she recorded and left for me.
I love you
It almost feels like normal, like she’s talking to me, an I’m falling asleep on skype<3
I had a dream that I woke up to a phone call and it was Kate.
It seemed so real.
It’s only been 6 days -____-
I had a dream last night that I was on Facebook and was scrolling across my Newsfeed, and on the Navy’s official page, I saw a video of a graduation in Great Lakes and that I saw Kate. It was a really good dream, though I woke up and only to find out that it WAS a dream. It felt so real.
Oh. And I forgot to mention that today is our 8 month
Happy 8 months to my beautiful, future sailor <3 I love you with all my heart, and I know this 6 months that we aren’t together will only be a blink of an eye compared to our future.